dear frens.

i know i m very childish. but i really cannot take it anymore. i need your help.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=be_t20-KWe8

there's this guy universalsongster who condemned my idol, just bcos i was criticizing regine for her singing. i couldn't take it and ended up hvg a really long debate with him.

i nid your help, pls leave some comments, either in my favour, or neutral like wat rise17 and issei10 has done. and flag my comments up n flag universal's down.

i noe this is childish. but but but. sandy is my idol. my childhood idol. and he is obviously so engrossed in his own filipino world. equates filipino to asia. or damnit.

tis is de first time i get so perplexed over an argument in youtube - i did bicker with people before on mariah videos and what not, but yah, this is de first time. and it hits even closer to home cos its sandylam, and de chinese-pop world, and us chinese / asians other than filipinos for dat matter.

i sincerely make an appeal to u guys n girls (i noe its not a lot - my blog has been pretty pte) to help me out. pls. :-)

I heart Sandy Lam.
as i was telling bestest, i can now die without regrets.

all de unhappiness has dispelled momentarily.
thank u bestest!

de research paper dat tracey has set for us is pure madness. i kinda know where i m gg, & wat i m arguing abt, but it seems to be based on wat i tink, rather than wat i know. my reading & digesting speed is way too slow - things onli make sense to me after a very long deliberation. maybe i m stupid. watever it is, it has taken a toll on me, just trying to figure out wat tracey wants & hw my paper shld flow. sigh. and i hv to head back to writing a rationale for my choice of focus for de paper. which is another headache, hvg to justify wat u r doing. faint.

on another note, another thing dat pisses me off is people who hv no stand - they sit on de fence all de time, well almost. these people are just abhorrent. u might as well just die - ur life serves no purpose. and often these people are cowards. and selfish. argh. dun get me wrong - i m ok with sitting on de fence sometimes, occasionally, but not all de time. dats absolutely disgusting.

on yet another note, my friends couldn't stand my accent. i think it's bcos i hv talking dat way de entire day before i met them. oh well. people change. i might become a murderer tmr. dun trust me.

one last note. much as i claim to loathe the academia, i wonder if i will make a return in future. i must say dat despite de stress, i enjoy de perks of getting to jet ard de globe, meeting people from all over de world, observing them especially, and learning. and ur research actually validates ur existence, u noe. oh well.