wk4: got reaction paper back. bad grade. started on new bk "using social theory" - more prescriptive therefore easier to read. had tut - wasn't fantastic & spent a while reproaching my mthds. spent time at wedding. faint.
wk5: did research ppt. wasn't too bad. but lecturer's feedback was that i spoke too fast at times, hence she couldn't catch parts of wat i was saying. attended conference - cool but no papers were given, damnit. and to tink i paid damn $50! and received news dat prof din finish de paper. took over to write de entire paper. i couldn't understand her part at all. so i left it out. passed it back to her. din get to do my reaction paper. i even prepared my resources!
wk6: started to fall sick. even more last min work on paper. irritated to de max with frens whose first comments when hearing dat u are sick is "why u always sick ah?", "u always sick one!" etc. fuck man. as if i wanted?! u dun even appreciate de fact dat i made it for a freaking dinner when i very well coulda juz walked off. hello? i am not obliged to attend outings ok? i am even more NOT obliged to attend outings when i am not feeling well.
recess wk: got better, then worse. managed to recover in time for de workshop. had a good time (thank goodness!). BUT fell sick immed after. forced myself out to meet some other frens, regretted as soon as we left.
an ending note:
i am not obliged, i repeat, to attend outings. neither am i obliged to ur scrutiny. do not expect me to pander to all ur requests - i hate, and i repeat, i hate, hvg to report to someone my every move and action every other hr of de day. i cherish my freedom, i cherish my independence. i hate to be pushed, de more u push me, de more i will rebel, and de frenship will cease sooner or later. give me my space.
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hey so have u been feeling any better? Seen the doctor yet? Haha..its good to make use of the cheap medics at YIH while ur still at nus.
last para sounds harsh...
take care bro ! hope to see u later still ..
Hey stars, i haven seen the doc. i self-medicated. which might hv worsened de conditions den. i was scared actually of taking de medicines. haha, sekali i become heath ledger #2.
but yah, thanks. i am better now. that is until i start burning midnight oil writing my papers. maybe human beings were never meant to be nocturnal creatures right from the start. :-)
hope work has been fine for you too! i heard dat u hv been late on a daily basis.
hi yanjie!
how on earth did you find my blog?! haha.
yah i haven been harsh for a long time. i needed to ventilate then. it's over. but i still do mean some of the things i said. haha.
Hallo yun
Sorry I couldn't make it that day. I intended to but my meeting stretched longer den expected. I left home even later than you guys. Sigh.
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